THE DAY!!

The day i most worried has finally come..today's your 1st day to your college...all those days before I've been worried that you'll change or your heart will be taken away by the others college guy...last night we even argued...but at last we've been through that and you made me got confident on myself n also no need to worried so much...I'm happy dear...=)

But the things that I'll be worry now is will anyone in your college try to ruin our relationship...i don't hope that will happen...n i hope that you won't being psycho by those guys too...cause i believe in you that you know to discover who are reliable n who're not...so don't let me down my dear...no matter what I'll support you...hope everything will go smoothly even in our relationship...I'll always stand on your side...

Just now you told me that you get to be the queen in your group that just been elected to perform for your group n needs to do cat walk few hours earlier...that one makes me even more worry...cause that will just let other people to get to know who are you n rumors will come to you...

I also hope that they won't have rumors about us when they get to see...cause now our status are different if you know what i mean..hope those rumors or gossips won't spoiled us...i always have confident on you...but i don't have it on myself...sorry...

She's Gone...T.T

Today she's going to Labuan...i'm so sad cause i'm unable to send her to the port...T.T wish she doesn't have to go...going there only makes me worry more about her...but since she has made her decision all i can do is to support and respect her decision...hope everything will be fine over there..." i miss you so much...wish to see you now...T.T "

Moody...

I was so sad to heard that you're going out with another guy for a movie...how can i control myself...please tell me since i'm so easy to get jealous...do you think i really don't mind...infact i do mind...but i promised i won't be...i know this things had make us argue a lots of time...i don't want this to keep going on too...but this can't stop without both of us put effort on it....one hand can't clap...i can't do it alone...if we wanna stop this...both of us needs also need to do something about it...if going on like that i don't know how long can i hold on...i'm sorry to say like that...but i just can't tell you...hope you'll understand after reading this...i think everyone will feel the same if knowing that their love one going out with another guy or girl...

WTF Is Wrong With It??

i have my feelings when i was born into this world...and i can't control or stop these feelings...please don't go around and tell gossips to other people about me...sure i do have a crush on someone...so what??i can't control it...our past is the past....so forget bout it...i don't give a fuck for what you've been doing...when it ends...the one that hurt most is just you...think about that...sure we still can be friend...but i don't need or want a friend that tells everyone about my things...i HATE that kind of friends...don't be so selfish please...

Late Sunday Night...

Can't believe I'm back to my blog again...where I can tell everyone about my secret here...secrets that I'm afraid and shy to tell...

it's been almost a week that i can't stop thinking and miss her so...i only been telling some of you and only few of you know about it...maybe not everything...but this feeling i have with her really makes me felt shy and sometimes happy too...there are things that many people sure disagree with my decision...but love is blind...i can't help it...i don't really know whether she got the feeling on me or not...but i care about her very much...these few days she was quite busy, exhausted and unhappy...I've tried my best to cheer her up...hope it'll makes her feel better...i don't think there's many hope on this relationship...even though i get to be with her...sure won't last long and also many people would talk things behind us...so i rather chose not to tell her or do anything...all i can do is just cheer her up and be there with her when she's sad or anything...just like brother and sister..=) cheer up my little sister...even though you don't know how much i care and treat you like my sister...i don't need anything from you, but just a smile from you when we meet...=)

i'll always be there for you my sister or the one that i care most..."can't really us love"...cause i'm confused about this things too...@.@ take care....=)

Interact's Installation Night 08.08.09

hello everyone, sorry for late updating...recently din hav special things to tell...

until....LAST NIGHT'S INTERACT INSTALLATION...had fun you guys...but it seems like everyone on our table also very quite...the most quite 1 is my partner...HAHA....don't tell everyone your name unless those who know and also went there then sure will know..HAHA...hope you guys had fun too...heard from B said the dishes on last night's more delicious thn last 2 years' leo installation night's dishes...erm...leo...hope this time you won't let us down...haha...XD

after the dinner me, B and saimon went to TEXAS having my 1st SHISHA...DAMN HIGH..now i understand why on the moment the plane almost crushing down wil release a oxygen mask for us to use them...=) the mask is for you to take in more of the oxygen then it will make u higher and forgot or got the guts to face what is going to happen to you...HAHA...XD next time if this accident happened on you....please take in as much oxygen as you can...=)

i guess that's all..our photographer didn't upload last night's pictures...HEY PLEASE UPLOAD AND TAG FOR US...HAHA...XP thanks!

Celebration For My Belated Brithday

today is our school's BAZAAR...i saw many ex-all saints...gland to met with you guys again...=) thanks for saimon, timothy, azshafiq, hazwan, david and his DJs' birthday song too...i appreciate that very much...but i also have to say sorry to you guys...the song just start playing thn i'm gone far away...and when the song ends..i'm at u guys side again...sorry...>.<

i've celebrate my birthday at DAMAI UPPER STAR...thanks for all of you guy's wishes and present..love you guys so much...hope next time we'll be celebrate together again..^^ unfortunately tere is someone didn't go...and also 1 of you came late..but it's ok..don't feel sad or anything...i know u guys gt the heart then it's fine...=) after the dinner and drinking...we went to CYBER-X for game...it was so fun..but that time i'm a little tipsy so can't concentrate on it...for those who i didn't invite i'm sorry...i'll try my best to invite u all next time..and for those who can't come on time or can't come..it's ok...there will be another time for u guys to celebrate with me again...XD

guess that's for today...hope i can update my blog faster so for my followers no need to wait such long time for new posting...=)